My goal is to feel whole not perfect

My goal is to feel whole πŸ’› not perfect. I’m stepping into my 4️⃣0️⃣’s recognizing that the work of my life is to heal πŸ’ my wounds correctly. I’m no longer numb and I can finally feel the pain 🎭 that I buried deep down πŸ•³ inside. And I’m not afraid to feel the πŸ₯ΊπŸ€¬ emotions because I now have my 🧰 toolbox πŸ§˜β€β™€οΈπŸŒžπŸ›. As I continue to learn to ask myself “what do I need⁉️”, I keep adding more ways πŸ€πŸ¦Έβ€β™€οΈπŸ’‡β€β™€οΈ to cope with PTSD πŸ₯Š and find things that make me 😁
I have been πŸ‘₯ reflecting and I can see that I’m on the right pathπŸšΆβ€β™€οΈ. I no longer allow myself to think I am permanently broken. I’m simply mending areas in my life that need some πŸŽ€ TLC. It’s taken a lot of self-reflection to learn to shift my 🧠 mind. My 🎯 goal was to find a way to heal but that’s no πŸ™…β€β™€οΈ longer my goal. The reality is I may never heal fully and that’s okay with me. I have chosen to embrace every experience I went through. Even the memories where I felt like I was πŸ’” broken.

Instead of trying to hide those 🧩 pieces under the 🧹 rug. I am putting them back together with my own special coating of rose gold πŸ–Œ resin to create beautiful seams like the art of πŸ₯£ kintsugi. The truth is I would rather have a broken bowl put together 🌺 beautifully. Then to throw away any pieces leaving it with holes and unusable.
My life’s design is even more beautiful being vulnerable and having found my πŸ—£ Voice. A Strange Beauty has come from processing everything. A 🎁 gift to myself is to show up in this 🌎 world as me, mended breaks and all πŸ’ž.

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