My goal is to feel whole not perfect

My goal is to feel whole ? not perfect. I’m stepping into my 4️⃣0️⃣’s recognizing that the work of my life is to heal ? my wounds correctly. I’m no longer numb and I can finally feel the pain ? that I buried deep down ? inside. And I’m not afraid to feel the ?? emotions because I now have my ? toolbox ?‍♀️??. As I continue to learn to ask myself “what do I need⁉️”, I keep adding more ways ??‍♀️?‍♀️ to cope with PTSD ? and find things that make me ?
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I have been ? reflecting and I can see that I’m on the right path?‍♀️. I no longer allow myself to think I am permanently broken. I’m simply mending areas in my life that need some ? TLC. It’s taken a lot of self-reflection to learn to shift my ? mind. My ? goal was to find a way to heal but that’s no ?‍♀️ longer my goal. The reality is I may never heal fully and that’s okay with me. I have chosen to embrace every experience I went through. Even the memories where I felt like I was ? broken.


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Instead of trying to hide those ? pieces under the ? rug. I am putting them back together with my own special coating of rose gold ? resin to create beautiful seams like the art of ? kintsugi. The truth is I would rather have a broken bowl put together ? beautifully. Then to throw away any pieces leaving it with holes and unusable.
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My life’s design is even more beautiful being vulnerable and having found my ? Voice. A Strange Beauty has come from processing everything. A ? gift to myself is to show up in this ? world as me, mended breaks and all ?.

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